Sunday, October 21, 2007

second stage of depression

i always think on unnecessary stuffs. i hated people saying that i got depression. i dislike taking medicine. i cried out of nothing, sometimes thinking of commiting suicide. i had to be posted out of ammo base because of my weird nature. i cannot be stressed out because my illness can be worsened, therefore being accused at kranji camp for doing nothing.

sometimes, i screamed out at kranji camp because i cannot tolerate the stress level there. i know the condition can only be improved under non-stressful enviroment.

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