wishes for this christmas

- to have my psychotic illness cured

- to have a part-time job

- to have my proposal accepted by her?

叱咤风云

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=id3a3vp3zjQ&feature=related

出人头地

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zOrW-fr2XSs&feature=related

wishes

- white christmas (to travel to japan and experience it)



- go to nz and taiwan

- to be a good person

- to be :) everyday

- study a course (i.e medicine, Digital Media or Counselling) that I want

- to have a profession (i.e doctor, IT engineer or counsellor) that I want

倔強

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yLlY_rW9-mU&NR=1

favourties

- chocolate

- nintendo ds

- nike

- reading materials including life-principles book, bible and newspaper etc.

- graphical cartoons including dragonball, gundam and spiderman etc.

- happy memories

Genesis 1:20‑21 "And God said, "Let the water teem with living creatures, and let birds fly above the earth across the expanse of the sky." So God created the great creatures of the sea and every living and moving thing with which the water teems, according to their kinds, and every winged bird according to its kind. And God saw that it was good."

三个心愿

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hyokDsJx7SY

my hobbies

- surfing the net

- reading

- reflections

- soccer

- travel to explore more. i would like to travel to taiwan, japan and nz.

- learning new things

- listening to songs

- teevee

- sms

- playing games, including on my nintendo ds

http://www.gettyimages.com/Home.aspx

http://looneytunes.kidswb.com/

my life

it isnt a bed of roses for me since exempted from national service. i have to work in order to survive through working at DHL, Popular, Tech Hwa, SingTel and Watsons. its through agency and no doubt about it, working life is hard.

unless you have passion doing this, you are wasting your time. i really hope to get a permanent job soon to ease my financial burden. whatever i earned is just sufficient. i need a regular pay in order to save up.

i really hope to work @ school to be a counsellor.

the earth is ugly

travel

i didnt really travel much and the furthest i have been is just malaysia. pulau tioman is a nice place to be, genting is not that bad while KL is just another version of singapore. as compared to malaysia, in my opinion, singapore is a much better place to live in. it is safe and the necessities are met. some malays in malaysia are lazy, because the government simply feed them with the necessities that they spoilt them.

i regard travelling as a form of learning point. when we travel far, we learn how the place is different from singapore.

i would like to travel to japan and new zealand. japan is modern, while new zealand offers natural beauty.

i wonder...

living in the city is a totally different experience as compared to living in a countryside.

singapore is a good place to live, in my opinion, provided you are contented and willing to save up money. there is jobs for almost every people. the basic needs (housing, food etc.) are catered to everyone. however, you got to face the politics during working enviroment which i personally believed that everyone hate it. being at the working enviroment, you got to see the ugly side of people. its quite sad to say that you got to be selfish as its all about the survival of the fittest. one will fall and one will stand.

countryside is a relaxing place to be by leading a simple life. humans can only be happy through contention.

given a chance, i would like to be living at the countryside. i even have thoughts about migrating to new zealand when i retired!

preserve is the key

i've seen so much people nowadays. a lot of them just want to take the easy path in life to succeed, in other words, they are materialistic. its not the 5Cs that matter most in life, but rather being happy and your characteristics. when in some point of life, you will learn about it and i just get to know faster than most people at the tender age of 21.

by the way, there are two rules in life. they are simply being straight and humble, rather than proud.

i wont be blogging much unless theres something i really want to share with u all. so there wont be any entries until i see the need to express my thoughts.

cheers!

happy chinese new year to all!!

read it

http://www.globalissues.org/TradeRelated/Poverty.asp

difficulty

life is tough, i got to admit it.

a lot of times in life, you just cannot get what you want. being a counsellor, its just the choice for me. upon making the decision to get a pes f, meaning that i wont need to serve the nation anymore, the chances of becoming one is much lesser if i were to stay on and serve. there are 3 reasons why i choose to quit it. i am not that happy and i dun really know how to do the job scope. lastly, sometimes it would be better if i quit.

my illness is just another thing that is bothering me. sometimes, it would be better but on the other hand, it might just get worst. every morning and on the night, i will just swallowed the medicine and every month, i got to have injection. until the doctor said that i can stopped all these steps, i will just have to do the standard procedure.

this is a personal blog of mine, and i only let few readers read it. haha. just few free to add comments to my entries, thks!

tired

its been a long time since i blogged.

i m just feeling tired at the moment, facing obstacles after obstacles. not only that i am tired, a lot of people around me are feeling it too. just in case that if you are feeling tired, i will give you the moral support.

for me, i would just like to lead a simple and happy life, with a home of my own.