from my heart

why do girls hope to have a guy of their own? its because naturally, they want to be loved, protected and secured by that particular person.

if i were to fall in love with a girl, a good and compatible one, i would want to marry her.

psp

should i get it this christmas? give me some suggestions by commenting, k?

听妈妈的话

小朋友 你是否有很多问号 为什么别人在那看漫画
我却在学画画 对著钢琴说话
别人在玩游戏 我却靠在墙壁背我的 ABC 我说我要一个大大的飞机 但却得到一台旧旧答录机
为什么要听妈妈的话 长大后你就会开始懂了这段话 长大后我开始明白 为什么我跑得比别人快
飞得比别人高 将来大家看的都是我画的漫画
大家唱的都是我写的歌
妈妈的辛苦不让你看见 外面的事不在她心里面
有空就去多握握她的手 把手牵着一起梦游 听妈妈的话 别让她受伤
想快快长大 才能保护她
美丽的白发 幸福总发芽
天使的魔法 温暖中慈祥 在你的未来 音乐是你的王牌
拿王牌谈个恋爱 爱我不想把你教坏
还是听妈妈的话吧 晚点再恋爱吧
我知道你未来的路 当妈比我更清楚 你会看着学习的同学在这会写东写西 但我建议你最好写
妈妈我会用功读书 用功读书怎么会从我嘴巴说出
不想你输 所以要教你用功读书
妈妈织给你的毛衣你要好好的收着
因为不知道时我会告诉他我还留着
对了 我会遇到周润发
所以你可以跟同学炫耀赌神未来是你爸爸 我找不到童年写的情书 你千万不要承认
因为我了解你会照着纸上学的
你也会开始自己会唱流行歌 因为张学友开始准备唱吻别 听妈妈的话 别让她受伤
想快快长大 才能保护她
美丽的白发 幸福总发芽
天使的魔法 温暖中慈祥 听妈妈的话 别让她受伤
想快快长大 才能保护她 长大后我开始明白 为什么我跑得比别人快
飞得比别人高 将来大家看的都是我画的漫画
大家唱的都是我写的歌
妈妈的辛苦不让你看见 外面的事不在她心里面
有空就去多握握她的手 把手牵着一起梦游 听妈妈的话 别让她受伤
想快快长大 才能保护她
美丽的白发 幸福总发芽
天使的魔法 温暖中慈祥

a tiring day

its a tiring day on today.

i woke up late, supposedly to reach smu at 11am to help out michele for the survey on her project. we are to be at a room and will be surveyed by her group. i reached the room at around 11:50am. i was there wondering what was going on, and i just pretented i know what is going on. after a while, the thingy was ended.

the ice-cream that was bought for the survey was given to the rgs' girls. they were all smiles when they received the gift. there is an exhibtion going on. afterwards, michele and 2 of her friends and i have lunch togther. the rental for each store at the kopitiam is damn expensive, costing around 7,ooo dollars per month. i was there talking jokes and they had a good laugh. lastly, we left the place and we all took michele's car towards each destination.

i had a sleep, feeling really great when i woke up. i met qing huang and justin for dinner at the newly-opened japanese store at the basement of lot 1. the food is below average, i think. zhiyong's home is really messy. however, it was a great experience playing his PSP slim. i am still wondering whether to get one. haha. i went home and went for a run afterwards. the run really made me feel more refreshed.

thanks for reading this entry. i must say its quite long-winded.

dont rely on others

if someone helps you from his heart, he must be a good person

the way of life

i am now 20 years old. At times, i do ask myself what occupation i want to have, whether i want to continue my education, how i should treat others ...

all along in my life, my parents hoped that i will be a good person, being straight. no matter where you go, there will be rotten eggs. being at such a enviroment, you have to be calm and yet, putting up a show.

after ns, most probably, i will be working and studying at the same time. its not easy to answer the quesiton on treating others. if i were to meet a good person, i will help her.

do remember to comment, and be tactful!

third stage of depression

my depression is near to recovery. currently, i am taking omega-3 and doing exercise at least twice a week. however, i am not ready to take up stress. if i am too stress, i will just "忍" and let it out by telling people around me what had happened. with regular medication, my condition will recover. now, it is only 80 percent recovered.

even though my condition had recovered, i still have to go for monthly injection to prevent the occurence of depression. my medication will stop by then.

i was feeling great when the doctor told me that my medication will stop soon!

second stage of depression

i always think on unnecessary stuffs. i hated people saying that i got depression. i dislike taking medicine. i cried out of nothing, sometimes thinking of commiting suicide. i had to be posted out of ammo base because of my weird nature. i cannot be stressed out because my illness can be worsened, therefore being accused at kranji camp for doing nothing.

sometimes, i screamed out at kranji camp because i cannot tolerate the stress level there. i know the condition can only be improved under non-stressful enviroment.

initial stage of depression

This is to inform you that Mr Chia has been on outpatient follow-up here since 27 May 2006 for a diagnosis of Acute Psychosis.

He presented with talking to himself, irrelevant speech, persecutory delusions and auditory hallucinations of 2 months duration, accompanied by suicidal thoughts.

With outpatient treatment and anti-psychotic medication, his symptoms have shown improvement, and he has been relatively symptom-free the past 2 months.

Currently, he is continues to require outpatient treatment and pharmacotherapy.

I recommend that he be restricted to non-combat duties and excused from firearms on his enlistment into National Service.

Please contact me if you have any queries

how did i fall in love with you

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greetingstoall !!

hey everyone!! warmest welcome to my blog.

its been a roller-coasting year for me, but i still managed to hang on. its really a tough stage to recover from depression, however, with the support of my parents and few friends in particular (yanxiu, shunfa, josephine), my illness is near to recovery. a huge thank you to all of you! pardon me if i were to miss out anyone, k? haha, i am looking foward to the trip with yanxiu to vietnam on the coming year.

to conclude this posting, be happy!