Tuesday, November 27, 2007

back again

to keep u all updated, i gone back to SP on ytd. when i was at there, i saw many lecturers i knew but heard 2 lecturers have retired. my days at SP is tough, been through alot of challenges. without these obstacles, i cannot get this far. it makes me grow up. i was studying a course that doesnt interest me at all, cuz i failed my english in the "o" level. thinking back, the only regret that i did was not to enjoy my tertiary education.

during this coming christmas, i will get something for u all. be it that u r friends i made throughout my schling yrs or simply juz people i made in the army wiz juz short span of time, i hope to brighten ur days.

for the rest of my life, i will be happy.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

recovery

i must recover from depression

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

its all depend on me

who else in the world won't want to be healthy? being sick with depression, i have a simple wish which is to recover.

my condition isnt that gd. neither its that bad. its all in the mindset, which is to lead a normal life and yet, letting everything take its natural path.

if everything goes well, the amount of medication and injection will decrease once i enter the society.

i am very unsure to how to take the first step.

what i want in life

in this life, what i wanted is very simple. i just hope to have few true friends, a person whom i love alot and yes, she loves me a lot. other than that, i want to be happy, humble and straight. my long-time dream is achived, being a good counsellor.

even though its simple dreams, its hard to achieve. a lot of things in life is fate, and i'll just let nature led the way.

Thursday, November 8, 2007



i hope to get the chance to ask you out. right from the start, i am too shy to do anything. after what you had said, "got future, no hope", i realised it is time that i started to do something. although i am not that romantic, whatever i said come from my heart. i hope to share your joys and sorrows.

Sunday, November 4, 2007

the week

this is quite a slack week for me in the army.

on the mon, i juz did my usual stuff on activating events n e-deferment. afterwards, i left the place on the afternoon as i applied for half day off. had an enjoynable chat wiz ms christina. its kinda suprise when we chatted, its drizzling. ms christina said that heaven was crying.

on the tues, go for live run on the morning. as usual, i was late. then did my usual stuff then fold letter etc.

on the wed, rehearsal for the cheerleading at sembawang camp. was very boring. i left the place at 3 plus, shd b. took warren jerry's car to the road near my home.

on the thurs, morning did the usual stuff. then accompany mdm teow to shopped at imm. bought quite a lot of bottles for the prizes of ns man.

on the fri, was actually doing the cheerleading for the lst anniversary of csscom. if i got the photo, i will posted up here to show u the dressing i worn on that day. saw kelvin tan and qili at safti.

on the sat, it was damn sian. reached sembawang camp early on the morning by the car of ms ng's husband. the mobilisation was not activated, then took mervyn's car to amk there makan. they all left the place after eating while i went to amk hub n shopped.

grabbing every chance

sometimes in life, chances only come o.n.c.e. grab it.